What the fuck is it with people anyway!
What I believe is none of your business anyway. And I should be free to do so. Apparently not. Just because I do not recognize any religion doesn't mean I'm going to hell.
I think more accuratly it's not as if I don't recognize any religon as my own. Religon to me seems quite mystical I'm not really sure if I buy it.
I'd rather not say I'm a jew, just because I was raised a jew. I want to say I belong to a religon based on my own thoughts and interpretations. A lot of religons are all like "This is what is right. This is what you think." with no room for thought.
I hate how I feel that a lot of religons don't allow me to think. I have my own thoughts about god, life earth, death, and the otherworldy.
But I like a lot of religous ideas. like the budhist Nirvana. And the muslim saying As-salamu alaykum.
God? I'm so cunfused here.
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Inevitable
Tell me, oh great world. What is the point of living another day. We all die in the end. Why waste precious air and space when all life causes chaos. Is it worth trying to change a world where in the end all we do is die.
It all happens whethter we wish it to or not. It's inevitable. Simple as that.
Life itself is fine. I only have the occasional death wish as every honest person will admit to. It does not shame nor spite me. Life strikes me as nothing but a plane of reality. I feel as though once we leave this plane of reality, we do not cease to exist we simply join another plane of reality.
To be clear I'm not talking about re-incarnation. The idea of reality planes is not a new one by far and is widely exepted by a great many scientists, scholars, and philosophers.
But at the same time I look around me and I think if this world has so many problems, why bother try and fix it. Just go with the flow.
Yeah thats right. Just go with it and watch it crash down around you. Just watch. Just laugh.
It all happens whethter we wish it to or not. It's inevitable. Simple as that.
Life itself is fine. I only have the occasional death wish as every honest person will admit to. It does not shame nor spite me. Life strikes me as nothing but a plane of reality. I feel as though once we leave this plane of reality, we do not cease to exist we simply join another plane of reality.
To be clear I'm not talking about re-incarnation. The idea of reality planes is not a new one by far and is widely exepted by a great many scientists, scholars, and philosophers.
But at the same time I look around me and I think if this world has so many problems, why bother try and fix it. Just go with the flow.
Yeah thats right. Just go with it and watch it crash down around you. Just watch. Just laugh.
Sadness
I look out into the world everyday. And you know what I see. I see sadness. there is no happiness here. Not anymore. We've all driven our selves to a point past happiness, past insanity.
We have destroyed ourselves and souls as a society. Nothing that our country was started for exists. Never did. The naivete and stupid do nothing but believe. There is no more room for hope or belief. It's been
destroyed.
The human populace can only handle so much. We are bringing the apocalypse. Everyday,we see we do. We don't stop. This madness is on a roller coaster slope, We won't stop until we crash. It's out of our hands now. None of us can do anything but prepare mass graves for the ones who are doomed.
Watch out world. The ones you trust most will destroy you. Take away everything that is yours, and leave you all alone with nothing.
There is no more room in my soul for this. For you. For the hate you showed me. I am not strong. I am not weak. I am simply floating along the horizon of nothing. Waiting.
Someday. You will be repaid. If anything can. I can only hope the fires of hell are enough to tear you apart, burning limb from burning limb, melting flesh from muscle and bone.
But no. I can't wish such things upon one I've loved so dearly. How could I?
Maybe because I am capable of love. I can love others. I just find most aren't worth loving. Why love only to get hurt. Being hurt when I can stop it makes no sense to me, but then again neither does the inevitable. I guess it's all a moot point, a dead zone. Or maybe it's all inevitable. I guess we'll never know.
We have destroyed ourselves and souls as a society. Nothing that our country was started for exists. Never did. The naivete and stupid do nothing but believe. There is no more room for hope or belief. It's been
destroyed.
The human populace can only handle so much. We are bringing the apocalypse. Everyday,we see we do. We don't stop. This madness is on a roller coaster slope, We won't stop until we crash. It's out of our hands now. None of us can do anything but prepare mass graves for the ones who are doomed.
Watch out world. The ones you trust most will destroy you. Take away everything that is yours, and leave you all alone with nothing.
There is no more room in my soul for this. For you. For the hate you showed me. I am not strong. I am not weak. I am simply floating along the horizon of nothing. Waiting.
Someday. You will be repaid. If anything can. I can only hope the fires of hell are enough to tear you apart, burning limb from burning limb, melting flesh from muscle and bone.
But no. I can't wish such things upon one I've loved so dearly. How could I?
Maybe because I am capable of love. I can love others. I just find most aren't worth loving. Why love only to get hurt. Being hurt when I can stop it makes no sense to me, but then again neither does the inevitable. I guess it's all a moot point, a dead zone. Or maybe it's all inevitable. I guess we'll never know.
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
SELF CONTROL
okay people...this ones not by "sarz in the starz"...CUS ITS JORDAN BITCHESSSSSS
and this ones for all those people out there that cannot control...their...stuff...
see sometimes you have to take a second a think to yourself, would grandmother smile upon this? would you say that to her face?? WOULD YOU DO THAT TO YOUR GRANDMOTHER???
well, i hope not...
YOOOO ISS NAOMIIII.!!!!
And I sayy...I LOVE(D)
1. Davone
2. Justin
3.Brock
4.Xaiver
5.The other Justin
6.Irwin
7. Summo' People that i caint remeberr rite noww.
BTW, I'M BLACKK, HONKIES.!!
and this ones for all those people out there that cannot control...their...stuff...
see sometimes you have to take a second a think to yourself, would grandmother smile upon this? would you say that to her face?? WOULD YOU DO THAT TO YOUR GRANDMOTHER???
well, i hope not...
YOOOO ISS NAOMIIII.!!!!
And I sayy...I LOVE(D)
1. Davone
2. Justin
3.Brock
4.Xaiver
5.The other Justin
6.Irwin
7. Summo' People that i caint remeberr rite noww.
BTW, I'M BLACKK, HONKIES.!!
Indifference
I've given up.
On love. On hate. On sadness. On hope.
I see no point in trying when in the end I just end up getting hurt. My current outlook is "why bother trying when we all get hurt in the end."
It never lasts, not love nor lust.
With everything between breakups and death, our happiness always ends up in sadness. It never lasts.
Please don't misunderstand me. I live a semi-averagely unhappy life. But I am not one of those suicidal teens you see on TV. I just resemble one. I just think it would be better to live without getting to close or getting hurt.
Maybe I should just do whatever the hell I want Live without regrets. Should I really care if I hurt those who care about me.
The answer is YES. I don't think i can stop caring. It wouldn't be human.
I just hope.
Maybe this time I won't be hurt.
On love. On hate. On sadness. On hope.
I see no point in trying when in the end I just end up getting hurt. My current outlook is "why bother trying when we all get hurt in the end."
It never lasts, not love nor lust.
With everything between breakups and death, our happiness always ends up in sadness. It never lasts.
Please don't misunderstand me. I live a semi-averagely unhappy life. But I am not one of those suicidal teens you see on TV. I just resemble one. I just think it would be better to live without getting to close or getting hurt.
Maybe I should just do whatever the hell I want Live without regrets. Should I really care if I hurt those who care about me.
The answer is YES. I don't think i can stop caring. It wouldn't be human.
I just hope.
Maybe this time I won't be hurt.
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