Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Indifference

I've given up.

On love. On hate. On sadness. On hope.

I see no point in trying when in the end  I just end up getting hurt. My current outlook is "why bother trying when we all get hurt in the end."

It never lasts, not love nor lust.

With everything between breakups and death, our happiness always ends up in sadness. It never lasts.

Please don't misunderstand me. I live a semi-averagely unhappy life. But I am not one of those suicidal teens you see on TV. I just resemble one. I just think it would be better to live without getting to close or getting hurt.

Maybe I should just do whatever the hell I want Live without regrets. Should I really care if I hurt those who care about me.

The answer is YES. I don't think i can stop caring. It wouldn't be human.

I just hope.

Maybe this time I won't be hurt.

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