Sadness

I look out into the world everyday. And you know what I see. I see sadness. there is no happiness here. Not anymore. We've all driven our selves to a point past happiness, past insanity.

We have destroyed ourselves and souls as a society. Nothing that our country was started for exists. Never did. The naivete and stupid do nothing but believe. There is no more room for hope or belief. It's been
 destroyed.

The human populace can only handle so much. We are bringing the apocalypse. Everyday,we see we do. We don't stop. This madness is on a roller coaster slope, We won't stop until we crash. It's out of our hands now. None of us can do anything but prepare mass graves for the ones who are doomed.

Watch out world. The ones you trust most will destroy you. Take away everything that is yours, and leave you all alone with nothing.

There is no more room in my soul for this. For you. For the hate you showed me. I am not strong. I am not weak. I am simply floating along the horizon of nothing. Waiting.

Someday. You will be repaid. If anything can. I can only hope the fires of hell are enough to tear you apart, burning limb from burning limb, melting flesh from muscle and bone. 

But no. I can't wish such things upon one I've loved so dearly. How could I?

Maybe because I am capable of love. I can love others. I just find most aren't worth loving. Why love only to get hurt. Being hurt when I can stop it makes no sense to me, but then again neither does the inevitable. I guess it's all a moot point, a dead zone. Or maybe it's all inevitable. I guess we'll never know.